Biibbhu .. Nd Me 2011th

January 2011th .. I met him. He was one of person who makes me to be smile every time. I had long known him and I started to close him. Many people said, we had a lot of similarities. We like talking, walking, and narcissistic together. People said, the same pointed nose with him. Hehehe ..

February 2011th .. Val 'd been coming. Unfortunately, I didn't celebrate valentine day because he didn't like valentine day. He said, shouldn't celebrate Val 'd?.. It's not need to give gifts of chocolate, flowers or teddy on that day? Anytime can be .. Love is not determined by the day, every day, every month, every year, even every hour, every minute, and every second. Love can be given at any time.

I missed last January .. Where he always there for me. Every second, every minute, every hour and every day, he was always concerned with his own way .. In February there was nothing special and he said, " it's not important VAL'D ..".. I miss those days.

I don't want to lose you. This may be the best way to know how important you are for me and vice versa .. if later on I lost you, I want to lose you for a while and will return to me forever.

March 2011th .. Happy b.day mom. I love u so much mom. I'm sorry mom, I still cannot make happy for mom. I promise, I'll finish up graduate education mom. Mom .. I want to say, mom is my mom, nothing else mom.

April 2011th ..  to him --- only one question for you. Why did you disappear?

March yesterday .. I miss him. He wanted to go early in April .. Honest, my heart is never accepted in fact, but my mouth says, he went if it was for your good.

2 things: I'm not the best for you or ..

You are not the best for me ..

May 2011th .. Nothin 'Special

June 2011th .. Lost like a broken heart

May .. Nothin 'SPECIAL' Bout U. suddenly, you disappear and invisible nose. Every time I close your eyes and I'm always reminded of your bad either. You may be PERFECT in the eyes of others but in my eyes, you don't PERFECT because you still have shortcomings that cannot accept me. June .. I'm increasingly convinced that you are missing or have been left without saying goodbye. I tried to be as usual but not my heart. It feels like a BROKEN HEART. Huffftttt ..

July 2011th .. I miss you .. You don't know it. You just call and say, 

"why do not you ever call me again? "..

What?? You wrong!! It wasn't me who didn't call you, but YOU ..

You don't like the first. Attention is reduced little by little as time goes by. FIRST,, every second. Every minute. Every hour. Every day. You always ask me, how are you, what are you doing, had eaten or not, and that makes it miss, you always remind me to pray .......... but now, you've changed. I don't know you. as before, I first met you ..  

 :: July 01, 2011 :: July 01, 2011 ::

TODAY IS YOUR DAY, THE BEST (...) WSH'ALL .. Nothin 'special' bout U. "makeawish,, qpngennddktmnplangiismaakmu .." maybe yes or no. but unfortunately, you slow (lemoddtt). I don't have to you known or you don't have to ask. I understand and I always understand you, but you cannot change someone's feelings. I will not ask that you know because feelings cannot be forced to make understand and understandable.  

 :: July 06, 2011 :: July 06, 2011 ::

Disappeared - without a word - you're with her, NOT with me

Broken heart :: July 17, 2011 :: July 17, 2011 ::

August 2011th .. Enough 'bout him

Finally I said,

ENOUGH# .. That's for this week, U make me be hurt. OK!! U're and I nobody. BULSHIT make the first speech. U're convincing to me, if U're not the same as the others but don't make now, and so on.

Soridori Mayori :: August 28, 2011 :: August 28, 2011 ::